A thousand miles walked to reach the light even when the road seemed broken you held me tight.
All around me my world crumbled as I encountered my life’s greatest fight.
They told me there would be days of darkness to get back home and they were right.
Alone with only your word in my heart I pressed on a thousand friends left my side but you were never gone.
They spoke of doubt I held strong at my weakest you helped me go on there all along.
Happiness fills me when I think of your love for us all when I can only offer thanks in praise and song.
A world full of empty promises and broken dreams brought be back to your arms where I belong.
You’ve pulled me from ash, shoved me out of the water before it filled my lungs
you saw the beginning and end of my story before it had ever begun.
I thank God daily for loving us enough to send his only son.
You are the Alpha the Omega my friend the one.
Lord I pray and thank you for the moments when I could have been swept away
that you held my heart and soul to see another day. I give sincere thanks that your there when all others left my side
for loving me for all I am including that which only you know inside. I feel at peace when I feel you near
a calm in the storm when the future isn’t clear because I know within your love I never walk alone there is nothing to fear.
Everything good about me I pray may it bring you joy may I grow stronger in my ability to live within your grace so I again
see your kingdom on my final day.
I took the watch off so I wouldn’t count the hours that you’ve been gone and gave away the keys to “our” new home so I could move on. Couldn’t sit inside that place anymore when it was supposed to be our home how foolish I was feeling now like I should have known. Broken promises and shattered glass all around my feet I’m hanging on to faith love could one day existent with someone I meet. After meeting you Love’s image is stained like a bad disease. I’ve worn out my ability to pray things change and I can no longer ask why that’s why I’m calling this song your goodbye. As I exhale a long held breath I release any remaining lingering feelings I had left. Placed on my faith in love and god is this really what I get? I pray only that there is something I’m missing to pull love from the ashes and remove some of this regret. Possibly redemption lies in someone I’ve only barely met. Roads I must now travel without you a lonely path I must take but these are the tears we must taste with the decisions we make and our heart on the line intertwined within fate. I feel like this started in progress without me and I arrived months too late. The tears may have stopped but the sadness remains there seems to be a part of me attempting to escape the pain involved with this all in vain. I guess we both lied cause I swore I’d never again pen the sorrows of losing you in my life and you swore a life of forever where you’d one day be my wife. Lost in emotion twisted and lame I just want to go on and forget ever knowing your name because after all it was real for me when to you it was just another game.
I realized I had nothing left to write to help to make it through another night.
I was changed forever by just knowing you and now pray is all I can do it doesn’t escape the feelings but it helps to pull through.
It was an all consuming storm when we parted ways in the end the only phrase I can hang on to is Jesus saves.
A path that was broken because of decisions I had made while thankful for the time together that god gave.
Holding true to knowing he has a bigger plan in mind that this is my walk but there are some decisions that are in his hands not mine.
A storm that wasn’t expected but I must survive because there are more factors to my life than just you and I.
Some questions have no answers despite how many times we ask why. When you left without so much as a goodbye
you created more questions than stars in an open Texas sky.
War is breaking out tonight, but you don’t want to fight it wasn’t enough he died for you the way he did
now you won’t carry the light. It isn’t about the fake reasons we speak because for most that only comes
on Sunday’s and Jesus deserves more than just a day a week. Things are in term oil and this madness is at it’s peak
I used to believe with all my heart until some one I love called me a freak, now I’m back again with apologizes
to the lord for the times when I’ve let myself become weak. Please I beg my brothers and sisters come together
in the name of something right we can do it with peace and love so there is no need for violence in our fight.
I believe that god is coming and the lord will be here soon
on my knees I pray that it isn’t too late for us all
humble prayers reach to touch the sky that are bigger
than my physical embodyment which is admittedly very small.
My prayers encompass my enemies and I pray for those I love
the heaven we seek is in us all as much as up above.
Please ignore my words if it means you’ll seek the truth, because the media does little more than spread m is-information as the illuminati seek to rob Chrisitan faith from the youth. I believe we can stop them and the Lord will guide our way. I believe familes like George W. Bush will for their sins pay, but I honestly would rather picture him happy and for him with love pray. I don’t care about the judgement because that’s not in my hands I JUST WANT TO SEE A BETTER DAY. I know in the end it will be set right because I believe weather in the bright son of my god or in the darkness of the knight. I will continue to push past and spread positive energy to all of my brothers and sisters on Earth be glad faith gave me another chance as I jump off the pitt of unknown and into the eternally loving hands. I seek not to create anything that is not part of god’s plans. That’s why I can know I’m with the holy spirit when I take a stand. I’ll remember to balance it against understanding and commandments so things never get out of hand. Escape the warpped exsistance created for me and fall into the time warp protection of heavens sands.